Love..(what love may defines to all of us)

LOVE IS....!
" LOVE IS WHEN you wake up, she is already on your mind.
LOVE IS WHEN you lost your heart, she is all that you can find.
LOVE IS WHEN you want to be the one to dry her eyes.
LOVE IS WHEN you see the truth in every one of her lies.
LOVE IS WHEN you want to listen to all her whims and woes,
LOVE IS WHEN you want her to take care everywhere she goes.
LOVE IS WHEN she calls you, your heart goes a flutter.....
LOVE IS WHEN you see her: "I LOVE HER", you silently shutter.
LOVE IS WHEN you tell the world that you love her so.
LOVE IS WHEN you have told the world but "SHE" does not know.
LOVE IS WHEN your eyes light up when you see her there...
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN you hear your heart breaks, when she held hands with "you".
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN you crumbled inside when they say it will LAST FOREVER.
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN you cry inside yet smile outside when they say "HI" to you.
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN you held your breath & said:" How do you do..?"
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN you let her go...you know she is happy now.
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN you know you will get over her somehow.
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN her happiness is what matters to you.
LOVE IS ALSO WHEN you let her love him... and not love you true.
LOVE IS WHEN you will still love her and still she will never know...
LOVE IS WHEN you will swallow the pain and slowly let go...yet...love is a funny thing...
LOVE IS WHEN you smile when you hear its "her and her" no more...
LOVE IS WHEN you hear she sent him through the door.
LOVE IS WHEN you try to "BUMP" into her again...
LOVE IS WHEN she will say "HI" to you and there is no more pain.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when she says she loves you too.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when her life revolves around you.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when she says, she has always loved you but she didn't dare.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when she says, she always loved you but thought you didn't care.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when now it's all coming true.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when you love her and she loves you...!
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when now your life is nearly complete.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when everyday its her you meet.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when your friends accept her too.
LOVE IS SUDDENLY REAL LOVE when you can have time for them and her and you.
LOVE is a combination of many splendor things...and a really complex feeling.

but in my dictionary of life..LOVE, just meant significantly for ALLAH and my family especially my mum...;)

IELTs examination...25th June 2005

It's been quite long after my last post..Been hectic with works, in and out the country; outstation (melaka & sarawak)..paper works, being unhealthy due to instable emotion. Times' running so fast, & things coincidently occured...i guess, my pathway of life, written by Allah has 'hidden long benefit, beneath all...;)

Few incidents took place, (sour, pain & sweet memories shud remarked..writing life without eraser, we can't eliminate things done..its has been drawn yet we've to learn from them..)

19-20 May 2005 : Industrial training supervision in Melaka state, fortunately, d very last day of visiting, was brought touring around d Composite Technology Factory, where part of airplanes, its wings prepare .. d unfortunate part, i'd lost my way back to Teluk Mas until I reached Tebong almost a remote area..crossed jungle, palm trees estate, the railways, calf, cows...monkeys..etc...chuck my neck & nerve, then rescued my Aden (my lil bro) Thanks 2 U...
Nite of 20th May 2005...Treat by Wan (good friend of aden) at Umbai Melaka....Delicious Ikan Bakar..was surprised by "....." watched out guys...ada ubi ader batas ;p

20:05; 20 05 2005 : i will never forget the day..it came once in lifetime...

21st May 2005 : heart broken news ;)

25-28th May 2005 : Workshop in Sarawak (UNIMAS 26th-27th MAy), Transportation provided..staying in Harbour View..., Mum did come along..our room was just in front of Sarawak's river..located at 12th level...panaromic view, Shop till u drops..(my mum overexcited, frankly she is) Thanks to Dewi & Family (Nana & abg Fadli) & of course not forgotten Muhammad (gr8 host..without u, our short visit wud never be remarkable..) I'll attach those lovely pic captured, if done..Hey Muhamad, where's ur promises? Pic PIc piC Pic Pic Pleaze...

30th & 31st May 2005 : Bioinformatics Workshops (handled by Accelrys..since Dr. Rosli & groupof FKKSA bought the software.. DS Modeling 1.1)

1st June 2005 : Drug designing Workshops (Genomes to Lead) at Science Computer...

4th June 2005 : went 2 Nash wedding at Taman Rasah Jaya..He married to one of his collegue..Nurulaidi, sweet & polite Pekan's lady ...Good thing Nash's mum still recalled me...went there with Saiful & Syazana..I'll post the pic.... if done...

5th June 2005 : Gee's weeding in Pendang ( I was bout to go..but kinda hole in my pocket, decided not going...Wishing you & hubby Azmi happily everafter...Wisdom & many children along the marriage..AMIN..

15th June 2005 : Mohd Aliki, Ajinum first son born on 10.35 am, weight 3.55kg..by operation... (at Naluri hospital)

18th June 2005 : Sam's mum passed away in the evening..al-fatihah..managed to called Sam only on the very next day..I'm totally broke...

21st June 2005 : Che Pah's mum passed away, (was informed by wawa, my lil sis..) al-fatihah...Allah makes the family left stronger, AMIN

23rd June 2005 : Salary....hurray..

25th June 2005 : IELTS examination at British Council...ALAS..

KeMBaLi ke RahMatuLLah...(Allahyarham Jaafar, ayah Ngah father in law)..To ALLAH ALMIGHTY, where we return....

Dukacita dimaklumkan kembalinya Allahyarham Jaafar (tuk jaafar) bapa mentua Ayah Ngah ke Rahmatullah pada 3.25 petang 2 june 2005, bersamaan 24 rabiulakhir 1426...

Dari Allah kita datang dan kepada ALLAH kita kembali.

Rahmat dan lindungan Allah mengiringi pemergiannya...Pohon diampunkan dosa dan ditabahkan hati keluarga yang ditinggalkan..salam takziah...

Al-Fatihah....